Is not that i don't care/concern abt u!
I know u r trying get my attention!
And i think knowing me screw up your life!
I did! i really did!
I hate it when you feel that way,
I'm powerless to do anything!
I'm much more useless ok?!

You made me feel like hiding from you.
iReallyTired!

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Last night he said will bring me out for movie and see who'll wake up at 11am.
i did~ But he did not..
Using the phone couldn;t get him up.
And i know he's tired.
So i didn't call him the 3rd time.
And i went to sleep.
At 2 plus i called again,
He picked up.
And said meet at 6+ for dinner
i rejected.

I know, i know i know it will turn out this way
but why everytime i still feel &^&@#^8
when i already know and prepare myself?
why when he wanted meet,
i just push away?! when i really wants to?
Trying show i'm a hero?? 3/19/2009 02:55:00 PM