i've always tried putting the best but i still get emptiness & hurts in the end~
i realise smiling too much is just putting a mask to cover our ourselves/ problems and the truth~
Me and him.....
Really tgt again?
mayb is just that i presume
he nv say wants to b tgt again~
i'm just navie.. No.. it's worst than stupid~

i'm a failure~
Forever can't protect the things i've have
or cherish what i'm searching for
when i hav it~

No matter how much i've tried or put in
i always get the same ending~

Like like 1 of my friend told me..
A movie end no matter how many times you've watch,
it's still gonna b the same ending....

Mayb i hav to admit to my life, fate.
i'm ought to get nothing~

Everyone have something rich~
May not b money...
Maybe friendship,
Maybe Kinship,
Maybe relationship,
Maybe career,
Maybe famous,
Maybe experience
or talent.

what you've got?
But no matter what they are rich in, they'd nv realise what they have~
i used to hav 3 of them... But just a short period of time.
i used all mights to protect, love and cherish.
i only got 1 ending....

that's,

i'm still myself.
i'm still alone,
i'm still empty.

BUT memories~
Anyway happy birthday to my baby monster!!!
LURVE <3
Hugs~
Muack! 3/25/2009 04:05:00 AM