This coming thu, 26 March

I organize a outing to Game Haven with my team!
And my qing qing =D
In the afternoon going lunch with him and my monster i guess~

Evening shd b meeting Jun, Clement, hopefully Boon can come too!
And hope Ben papa & mama can make it~
Aiya i hope everyone in Team Skypig to join in!

Cos it's gonna b a special day!
If it's really b that someone special day~

I love my friends... Really and i'll cherish as much as possible
Cos i know friends is just for a period of time
Is hard to find some u really trust and always there for u
till u r old, and die~

To me, i always feels that.
friends is just making use of each others~
When something happens u'll realise none of them is by ur side~
But ur family!

However, i'm already used to being alone
Hiding feelings towards myself unless i'm drunk~
And i'm dun really like anyone to interfer my life!
i rather want to make myself wake up and realise wad i'm doing~
Even when i'm awake i only left with regrets,
is ok! Cos is the life i'll choose
i shall take the consequence.

But now, i just wish to cherish wadever i hav~
today i almost got myself quarrel with my mom again
but i endure try not to talk back~
And i realise my mei is unhappy with me~
Everyone hav something to vent out their unhappiness!

I thought she knows me well!
Infact i've got myself wrong~
I dunno drinking save me or ruin me~
If i stop drinking when i'm down or depressed,
will i get to hurts myself again?
Not only hurts myself but everyone around me~
Friends may finds me crazy and keep a distance from me again~
Is that really alright? 3/24/2009 05:17:00 AM