what you KNOW?!
U R FORTUNE TO HAVE EVRYONE LOVE U SINCE YOUNG!
I GOT WHAT?
WADEVER I DO IS WRONG!

I WANNA LIVE WHO I WANTED TO!
SINCE U ALL DUN LIKE DUN SEE LARRR!

OK NEXT TIME I DRUNK I WONT COME HOME!!
I'LL JUST STAY OUTSIDE STAY OUTSIDE~
SO U ALL WONT SEE HUH!

We did steal money tgt BUT WHY ONLY ME, MOM USED KNIFE AND POKE MY HANDS? and u only get CANED! when it comes to u everyone just nag u!! AND EVERYONE LOOKED DOWN ON ME.
IN THE PAST WHY EVERYONE TRUST U, WHY NOT ME?

u know why i can't get up? COS HE THE ONLY ONE WHO really let me FEEL THE LOVE i need, that i've always ASKED FOR!!!
IS ALL BCOS OF THE GOD STUFF I GOT BACK THE ATTENTION!
IF NOT, I'm STILL IN THE COLD & BLACK PALACE!!
I still cannot get up is cos
I CAN FEEL THE LOVE, PAMPER & CARE LIKE MOM, UNCLES AND AUNTY GAVE TO U!
I'M ALWAYS JEALOUS OF U!! WHY U GOT THINGS I DUN!
WHENEVER WE DID THE SAME THING ONLY I GOT PUNISH AND U? NOT WORST THAN ME!

Hav u EVER REALISE WHEN MOM START TO CARE AND LOVE ME?!
WHEN I'M ABT DIE FROM MY HEART PROBLEM!!
she suddenly really care and pamper me!
BUT U KNOW HOW I FEEL? It Piercing MY HEART!

EVEN THAT DAY ON MY OPERATION WHERE IS SHE AND WHERE's U ALL?!
he's the one ever gave me everything I LOST when in my past!!
Love, Care, Attention, sweet words! I GOT WAD FROM U ALL?
Always Im THE ONE RMB U ALL BDAY
WHEN IS MY BDAY WHAT I GET!!! NOT even BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!!
Now EVEN SHE DO CAN AMEND ANYTHING?

The 1st birthday celebration i've got is from GY!
WHERE's MY FAMILY?!
WHAT THEY GAVE?
AND WHAT U GAVE?!
it's just a day but towards me i wish i hear something from u all~ Feel the LOVE! JUST NV HAPPENED!!! See ur bday last yr! CHALET, GUCCI.. ME?

WHY I BOTHER CHERISH EVERY SINGLE things FROM U GUYS!
Why WHEN i LOST IT I WILL MAKE A BIG FUSS!
WHy i changed to be better AND WHAT I GET IN RETURN!
Cos when u in china MOM USE THE KIND OF TONE, CARE AND LOVE ON ME!!
When U BACK i GET BACK THE SAME FEELING AS B4!
WHY I'M AVOIDING U ALL?!

U CAN NV KNOW MY PAIN! CAN U? cos u nv been treated this way! 3/28/2009 02:38:00 AM