had a day at game haven again~
But my team only i went and everything was different so i cancelled the outing with my other friends....
Saw ludi and his gf there XD
know afew more friend XD
we lost the match =(

But today was so blue~
I was so down...
Received a email for him~ since then i call him, he nv pick up or reply my sms~
Is like the last msg b4 we gonna left me~
I guess he really decided to let go and dun wan me~

why whenever i feel that he is going to dun wan me, i feel so weak and helpless?
i wanted delete him from my life~ yet i bare not~

I wish i hav the power to take away memories no matter from myself or others... & able to read others mind....
Cos if i could i'll take off all the bad memories and read his mind~
so i'll know what to do~
How to save this boat i'm on~
This boat is gonna collaps soon~~

~ pugnivigoslam'i
. flesymtubmihniton
. mihtuohtiwgnivilfosseltniop
. doyouknowinvwannaburbestbuddy?
. iwannaburgirlthatu'dlove~
. usaidurselfishbuti'mmuchmoreselfishthaneuu

happy things is now then i knw he have been secretly caring for me~
all these while, he hav been reading my blog too~ 4/10/2009 10:31:00 PM