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Thursday, April 09, 2009

Had fun going out with my piggy friends~
When clement smsed me i'm still on my bed~
when he told me that he's able to go~
and then i jump up and get rdy...
hahah~ Met them at central MRT..
Been to game haven..
Though is expensive but still hope you guys enjoyed and love the place~
=D

Can't wait for friday outing~
The bad news is i 4get take picture >.<

Emotional parts:
Somebody get me a LV handbag~
i'm still consider if i wan it~
cos..................................

i wanna depends on myself to get things i wan~
i dun wanna ppl talk bhind my back~
i know they love me but i return them with heartbreaks
which is beyond my control too~ if i can think b4 i speak/act i also wish not to hurt ppl who love me

i hav friends to shower me cares~
i hav family to shower me loves~
Just that i dunno how to appreciate!
Friends hav been brain wash me and stuff
and told me that i'm lack of confident in myself~
they told me i deserved someone better just that the time is not here yet~
Right now i guess i dun need!
cos i dun wanna hurts anyone nor myself~

Between me & him:
Well, i guess is time to get over...
i rmb when i went out drinking with my guy friends
he was so angry~
and we had 1 week of cold war and let him consider wanna get back into r/s anot~
But when he does the same to me~
he'd nv know how i feels...

i wanna used back the same words he used to said on that day!
I'm not a fool! I'm not gonna b a fool anymore~
Like how i used to be.. wadever u did to me i dun mind as long as he love me~
But now he dun even love me anymore~
Everything from him was just words but nth else~
He'd nv keep his promised to me~ but to others he does~

That time he still told me when he got his pay, he'd bring me to genting on this mth~
He also said bring me go overseas on march..
But going to be middle of april~
What i get is still awaiting for miracle~
No matter how many disappointment i'm still waiting like a fool!
waiting for someone whom u loved is miserable! It's time to get over sy~
愛情只是多於的創傷..
so why i wanna give it a chance to hurts me?
Lucky he dun read my blog and nv find out my pains~
that's makes me able speak from my heart of how i feels

Well i'm gonna change back that girl again~
Everyday going out with different friends and know more friends~
i wanna forget abt this love~
i wanna try to live without him in my memories, heart, mind & life!!
all i think abt for now is how to shorten my life as early as possible~
also not forgetting to enjoy myself!

His msg is:
Loving someone is easy but to be loved in return is hard! fuc*ed up!
now i agree...
cos no matter how much effort i've put in he'd nv see/knows~

that's all for today i'm very tired...
-signed off-

--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --

4/09/2009 12:32:00 AM