Hmm~ i'm still sick~
Today, mom drag me to a salon...
had my hair color & reborn =p
Spend $200 on my hair but mom paid 3/4 of it =x
I returned to her but she dun wanna take... she ask me to keep to myself~

Tml mom gonna accompany me to sim lim... I wanna buy the mouse ProClick V1.6
And i notice my pc got some problems lately...
Gonna save money le just incase pc spoil~

After sick for a week and more,
i realise i lose alot weight!!!
i wanna gain weight!
I lose weight till so scary...
Not only clothe cannot wear even my *** also cannot wear~ so loose!!!
WTH!!!
And like wad mom said...
so skinny until my mouth seem like SOOO big! lol!
I gotta put on weight!
i wanna b prettier not uglier~

Here comes the emo part:
i wish to stay sicky everyday,
Cos i won;t hav any energy to flare up, talk w/o brain, drink, think, play or emo.
What i'll do everyday is take my med and slp.
It's like 24hrs glued to bed
Hardly lose my temper or emo.
No matter how sick i am, he'll nv care abt me anymore.
And i hav a feeling that we'll get more and more gaps inbetween us.
soon or later, we'll totally bcome stranger..
Someone who used to b that close to me, now turning into a stranger
The feeling is drifting apart, Kills the love
which i dun wan it to happen!!
But somehow, somethings is beyond our control!

I can't control anything but myself..
i'll recover soon
i'll get use to it...
I'll lose him forever, Infact already lose him since 18months ago~
What i can do now is to stay happy for u & them!
Torture myself wont make any different~

The person who hurts you most is usually the one closest to you.
Words shoudn't be hurtful
Use it to say I LOVE YOU!

If i can make a wish, i wish i hav the power to hold back!

I shall post some picture soon =p
I'll learn to b happy just for u! 4/16/2009 01:53:00 AM