i spent whole day thinking~
Ur decision is close friend to be.
i've decided to respect his decision as i dun wanna give him any pressure.
At lease we are not stranger.
Just hope i'll nv be forgotten.
No matter who he choose to be with, i'll give my blessing.
Rmb the Bunnie we made tgt with our heart? there's still heartbeat.
And i'll nv let the heartbeat stop.
Bunnie, just wanna let you know you'll always live in my heart and life that no one can replace.
Let our memories live within us forever "Sillygirl will always be with Sillyboy"
There's already a end but i'll still waiting~
Cos i'm already used to wait for Mr bunnie.
Jin told me that "It's worth waiting for someone u love"~
Now i understand the feelings~
I've used to wrong method to love him.
Instead of giving him love, laughter and sweetness.
what i gave was troubles, worries, unhappiness, stress and a nuisance.
i'm not a good girl like what u said~
For now the only thing i can do is stop bugging him~
I need to go our romantic place to buried all our memories, heart and the tears.

i;ve been single and waiting for him for the past 2 yrs
And i dun think i'll ger involve in love for a long period~
My dream only him could fulfill~
So my broken dream can't to amend anymore~
I gotta get a new dreams... That's erase every memories & pains i had~
我接受不了多一個創傷..

I need to overcome this feelings~

Slept alot today as i'm very sick..
sore eyes, had cough, fever. flu, sore throat & no voice....
But still wont collaps!
Nothing to hold me back!
Both pillar collaps, so just i'm holding on myself alone!
trying hard to stop pestering him or find him!
No more sweetness for sillygirl~

To Her:
U know word spoken cannot b taken back?
the words that u used r like the past me~
Full of torns...
we won't be enermy nor that close anymore~
cos i'll retreat and draw a new line from euu~
my blog is not for ANYONE to pity me!
But to record my life!
i'm not gonna wake up from my dreams
continue dreaming and getting hurts~
is already part of my life! i'm used to it!
u dun hav to help me in anything just like what u say is i'm the 1 choosing the path!
u shd also know the feeling that is beyond our control~
the path we can choose, the feelings we can't choose~ 4/12/2009 02:28:00 AM