I am a spare! i'm always a replacement of others~
i realise it~ i can never fight for myself...
Everyone said is cos i lack of confident~

The thing is i dun wish or want ppl around me to be in difficult positions so i choose to shut up!

Indeed i'm a ugly girl!
Superb ugly! In inner or outer IS STILL UGLY!
I'm greedy, jealousy, backstabber, all ugly stuff have in me!! that i dun even know who i am!
I'm wearing mask all the while... different place, different people i'll put on different mask!
I feel that i'm so scary!
SCARY!
And now it's time for me to return to my cold and dark dungeon..
i shall stop bothering anyone~ Especially him!
I'm trying hard to forget everything, erase memories that belongs to us~
And not to think, love and miss Euu!
It seems so hard! And i always failed but i'll continue to endure!
It's my karma now i guess!
I shall face it! If i can choose i'll choose to die tml!
I'm always wish to die after my birthday~
Or to hav him!
But it nv come true~
When i'm with him i always gave my birthday wishes to him!
Always wish he'd receive good, sweet, happy stuff from heaven~

I'M JUST A JINX!!!
so just stay away from me T.T 5/19/2009 02:55:00 AM