i dunno why i'm so emo and feel like screaming and crying out!
AWW! is like killing me~
mayb i'm tired of trying hard to make myself happy~
yet keep getting the same result!

And recently is like everyone is snatching Jun to join them!
Cos We r close buddy... wanna him to join gotta ask me along~
i feels that i'm a BIG burden to jun!
I just wanna hav fun game~
But now, so many things pop up!

i really lost and dunno what to do!
I guess i'd do the same~
run and hide!
till everything is fine, i'll show myself again!

Sorry for everything!
i think Jun thinks too much for us as in boon, clemmy and myself!
neglected himself?! i wan my friends to be happy!
Jun are you happy? dun force urself ok?
Just follow ur heart~~

I missed him!
Really missed him so badly again!
But miss him also can't do anything
cos he's not mine!
and i'm not his girl anymore!
i missed those days when i'm in pain like this,
he's always here for me,
look after me, take care of me,
pamper me...... feels the pain for me!! 5/10/2009 03:54:00 AM