i'm here to blog~~
these few days, i'm emo!
Today i'm drinking
sorry if i'm attitude again ~

Sun 3rd May 2009:
1 more mth to go~ And it's another yr older =(
I work in the morning till afternoon~ dunno why feel superb tired!
Dunno why i today @ work got a bad feelings that
He's doing something behind me~
Or mayb meeting some girls?
ha!~
i keep telling myself it's his freedom why do i bother~
But i dunno why i still feel uneasy~
When i reached home saw his sms~
Wonder why he always asking if i'm slping or working~
Then when i replied, either no reply from him or his replied is nth~ =(
Cooked food for my monster..

Today recipie:
Strawberry,
broccoli,
Spagetti,
lamb

and this for monster next yr bday present

Sat 2nd May 2009:
Went to work in the morning~ Reached home at 11am~
Met my Fun team! Clemmy, Jun, Boon
But i wasn't in my team =(
Cos Sean and Jie also went~
so we played 3v3
ended up getting raped by them =(
However,
Had loads of fun with them~
just hope that they dun feel bored and out cast..
Especially clemmy, he's so emo ytd rarely sees him talk~
Simply love my friends around me~

LOL~ didn't took photos again! =(

Friday 1st May 2009:
Met Jin at TPY. Went sim lim with Jun, Boon and Jin..
saw the mouse i wanted.. it cost $79.90
Went to Jun's house~
Stayed there for a few hours
cos he's formating pc..
And Jin was there to help~

Thanks alot for helping my friends~
But ur stuborn made me can't stand u and scare of u~
next time pls let me go home by myself~
Let me get use of myself~ No one to depend!
1stly, only my bf can send me home from now on~ But there wont b anyone =D
2ndly, i need nobody.. i wanna b more independent!
3rdly, let me relay on myself and prove myself i dun need any guys! Thx!~

But i think only someone i can nv reject him to send me home......
i need nobody but him!
i know many ppl will kills me if they sees this~
Even if i'm trying hard to delete him,
there's always 1% of miracles i'm ponding on~
unless my heart really dies for him!

5/03/2009 06:25:00 PM