i'm wondering am i jealous of she hav friends to play with?
Or angry with how she treated ppl around her~

Maybe it's my karma~
i used to treat my family like this~
i'm just pity her daughter~

She's gonna regret for treating her like that~
She will!
Somethings once u missed it,
it's always a scar, a hates in them~
and when they grow up they will always have negative thinking..
No matter how much love and attention u gave can nv amend anything!!
Look at Gina, Look at me!
isn't it enough?!
A childhood memory is the most impt things
they affect their thinking and growning!
IF U WANNA CONTINUE NEGLECTED her
U'LL SEE THE 2ND ME INFRONT OF UR EYES!

U DUNNO HOW MOM AND GRANNIE CARES ABT U!
u can HIU LAN! and said those things
i nv know u bcome so scary!
if not ah ma UR CHINESE NEW YEAR WOULD BE HOW MISERABLE?
who cares abt u have money or not? ONLY 2 PPL WILL! THAT'S MOM AND GRANNY!
SHE JUST CARE ABT YOU.. MISS U... NV SEE U~
Mayb is the way i tell u~ make u feel disgusted~
Think abt it!
AFRAID THAT U DUN HAV ENOUGH MONEY, WANTED GIVE U MONEY~
THIS IS WAD U REPLY!
U think ah ma can live till 100 yrs old?
Cherish the chance u hav now~
dun make it a REGRETS in ur life!

Do u know the reason why i wanna lock my L4d that time?
Is not dun 1 u to touch my pc
is cos u GOT NO LIMIT WHEN COMES TO GAME!
U'll totally forgot u hav a baby!
WE WAN U TO PAY ATTENTION MORE TO UR DAUGHTER!
we can find her troublesome but u can;t cos u r her mom...
ASK URSELF
WHAT HAV U GIVE HER?
HAPPINESS? JOYS? HAPPY CHILDHOOD?
u look into the mirror and think~
and u'll find the answer is nothing!!!
u only care for ur own fun and joys!
ALL ALONG IS MOM WHO DOING THIS
COS SHE'S TRYING HER BEST... GIVE HER THE BEST
SO WONT CREATE THE 2ND NG SI YI!!!
A GIRL WHO ONLY LIVE WITH REGRETS, BLAMING, AND HATES!

DO U KNOW mom scolded me before and asked me NOT TO INTRO U ANY GAMES IN FUTURE?!

u wanna continue LIVING THAT WAY
we also can;t help~
i know everyone have their own problems
if u wanna continue like this u'll lost everything
just like me!

This path is what u choose..............
u can only bite ur teeth and move on! 5/01/2009 12:27:00 AM