mayb i'm always thr fortune ones~
who nv suffered enough!
Who dunno how hard earning money could be
And i'm always complaining and fussy~

1st day of works makes me feel like running away from it~
know wonder the previous girl ran away
and avoid their calls and everything!
cos is not what u think that easy~

They'll squeeze u till ur last drip of blood~
i hate to face those students who always look and laugh at me~
Or make fun of me as i dunno anythings~
I simply find that i'm working in kindergarden~
At the 1st place i'm not kin in this job is cos my mom kept pestering me~
I tried and find it really sucks but no way out~
This time i wont complaint~
i'll endure everything and finish up the 1yr~

Trying cover up~ i dun wanna give mom know anything
so ppl who knows anything pls zip up ur mouth!

why do i feel like hurting/abuse myself again?!
that feeling is back to make myself feels pain~
see my blood splash on my face~
Got the urge to kill myself....
why? am i sick?!
where u? when i really need u?
i wanna hear ur voice, ur hug!
and ur touch~
cos u'r the only person who can clam me down and stop my waterfall~
Make me slp~
tml~ i wont b picking up calls!
And i wont b coming till morning~
And i'll be alone! cos i dun wanna drag down anyone who accompany me~ 5/21/2009 09:24:00 PM