something really pissed me off~
Hai~ i know jun wasn't in his day too!
Things r getting bad to worst?!

i dun wanna make my friends to be in difficult positions!
And i know somehow cos of me!
Jun is in difficult positions!
no matter is in team or game,
if i'm not playing anymore might b better 4 him and them!

Hmm~ i shd start playing less to stop for some time!
i guess go work is the best ways to hide myself!~
Then disappear again from everything!
so he and everyone can go back to where they is...
happily gaming without worries or big burden!

i not just wanting mattias to be happy...
but to all my friends and family..
as long as everyone i loved, iwanthemtobhappy!
i dun mind i'm the 1 suffering
i'm used it anyway~
i'm alone from the very start!
it's time to return all my happy times of friendship i guess!
The time is up!

I'm easily give up!
Cos i'm afraid of my friends/family suffered
i dun care abt the ans!
as long as can lighten then load i'm happy enough! 5/10/2009 07:37:00 PM