HMM~ dunno why feels so emotional.
Headache for whole day.
wanted to do some drawing, painting, and finish all the task on my hands..
but i got no inspiration...
No energy to draw or think~
where's all my inspirations?

wanted drink for past few days,
Due to work, i tried to control.
Yesterday night got the craving to drink again,
but was too tired and went to sleep.
to think back, it's have been sometime i haven been contacting Nicole and Miko.
Missed those days in timbre thought i have some nightmare there.
But i really love the atmosphere there.
And KBOX!!! told Tracy, Joan and Nee that we going Kbox some day but always nv get the chance.. Hopefully my december holiday able go kbox with them.

after my cup noodles, took out my vodka and start drinking.
was surfing my facebook when i saw something feels uneasy.
LOL! perhaps i'm thinking too much again?!
dunno why recently have been feeling heartache...

Last night, i had alot bad dreams.
forgotten almost everything except for the last part,
i'm landed in hospital.
Saw my cardiac doctor.
Then jumped up from my bed. 9/26/2009 09:11:00 PM