Before i gets any chance to cherish my family,
My mei was admitted to TTS hospital.
I can't help her in anything but to stand aside watching her in pain.

Feel really helpless & useless.
I prayed. I've been suffered from all this pain.
And i'm used to it. I wish i could help her suffer.
She never been suffer from any pain like that.

Watching the doctors and nurse.
taking her blood for test.
watching the needless insert into her flesh,
my heartache. couldn't breath.
As my tears covered my eyes,
i turned my back. i dun wanna let her see that.

Last night, she went for surgery around midnight.
I couldn't rest well.
Keep thinking if she's afraid?
No one beside her and stuff.
And when i woke up heard that, There's a tube on her nose.
i didn't even hav the courage to visit her.
But worried her at home.
Hope she coming home soon.
I'll make sure i'll get her a cosy place to rest.
Cook for some healthy diet meals...

make sure I'll take good care until she's fully recover.
Get well soon nee~ 12/17/2009 07:12:00 PM