Everything can never be the same anymore.
Last time no matter how trouble he is. i'm able cheer him up.
But not this time.

However, we still manage to maintain this friendship =D
i'm glad that when he's troubled, he'd came and look for me.
chatted for a few hours.. Even i can't help in anything except giving silly ideas & nagging.
Can't even get his smile. His smile really fading away from my vision.
The moment i saw him. i knew there's too much things for him to speak out.
Alot of things in his mind, far too much that words/action could describe for him.
I dunno how to make him laugh.
I could only wish upon the lucky star used to shine on us to give him my luck or shd i say our luck we used to hav.

Seeing him behaving this way. I've lost my words, feels as bad as he does.
He's unhappy cause of the car. i'm unhappy cause of he's unhappy and troubled.

This was my very first time he didn't send me up in the middle of the night.
I know i gotta be independent and i left w/o turning back.
Hope the special one dun kill the smile he had.
And hope our lucky star fairy appear and grant him what he wants.

Thanks for the ride, the treats, and the gifts, i really appreciate it =D

i dunno why sometime i still feel jealous of the girls who is close to him.
Yet i dunno what is the thing i'm jealous about. 12/03/2009 11:40:00 PM