Hmm! Surfing facebook today.
It happened to saw something i shouldn't see.
That makes me a little jealous and heartache.
Which i dun understand why too.
I told baby about it.
After everything with his consoling, i felt much better.
Perhaps like wad my baby said,
I loved him for 6 years it's hard for me to let go.
Even another person entered my life.
It takes time to put everything behind. What matter most was,
He said "no matter how long, he's willing to wait."
I trust his words. Because he's the first guy who never gave me empty promises.
He'd fulfill his every promises he gave to me.

Flashing back loads of things between me and him.
He once said "i deserved someone better."
Cause he couldn't treat me good like before.
Finally i found someone who i deserved!
But when i think back those questions.
I guess he could treat other girls nicer than me.
He got time for others but not me.
And maybe he would put my aeroplane but not others.
Anyway, i'm not a good girlfriend of his either.
So i should say "he deserved someone better too!"

Think alot, out of sudden, i compare him with baby.
An realize the difference between someone i love and someone who loves me.
I'd choose someone who will loves me more than i love him.
Just like Jac's story.
Until now she's still living blissfully.
i wan that kind of story too!

Slowly the feeling fade away.
No longer feel jealousy or heartache.
Now, i wanna wish him all the best! Wishing you both will be blissful and last forever =D
It's from my bottom of heart, really! =D
Not forgetting, hope we'll stay as friends!
Remember u said, it's hard for you treating me as a buddy?
I dun need that. i just wanna b a friend of yours who u'll remember in heart.

As for baby,
He might be younger than me but i love his mature characteristic. 2/02/2010 01:37:00 AM