Was supposed to meet him today..
But gotta do the stupid god stuff..
So was cancelled...
I was really down, cause we dun really hav enough time to b tgt.
Realize that everything start drifting apart!
I dunno why... And i know he's puting alot effort..
I just can't feel the love..
Why is that so? Wad's in between us?
I dunno why i'm so tired easily.
I know he's also feeling tired already!
Now i know, how powerful
The society, surrounding, financial is.
It can ruin a relationship infact everything.
No matter how strong the love is,
can barely match with that.

I was so angry and throw trumpet..
Not even wanna eat.. Curse and swear to the god..
Asked them take back my life...
As i dun really get wad i wanted....
Am i really that greedy?
That's y i unable get anything i wan in life.
It's s useless, worthless life!
I hate everything, every single part of my life!
Simply sucks to core...
Just take it back!
i dun need it anyway. i think i'd b happier to b a ghost.
wandering anywhere i want!
Just take back Fuc*king heart!
AND RETURN ME MY FREEDOM!!



2/17/2010 11:37:00 PM