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Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wasn't able rest properly last night~
Had a nightmare..
It was about that r/s i used to have.
Everything re-flashed in my dreams.

From how i know him to how we broke off.
How i've torture myself throughout the most painful journey of that relationship.
and seeing other girls in his arms.
My tears starts to flow down from my cheek.

When i woke up, my face was covered with tears,
My pillow was wet too.
My mind went empty....
And started to call baby~

Around 10am,
i get myself ready for school.
In my mind, it's keep replaying the heart breaking stories.
Suddenly i think of my baby!~
He waited for a girl he used to love.
Always be there for her no matter wad.
Until he met me.
At that time i still dunno about the feelings he had for me.
I rmb once, we had a gathering in a pub.
Whereas "He" also tag along.
At that time i was drunk.
I was so happy that he went and i kept hugging and kissing him.
But i didn't know that behind that scene, there's a silly pig   
trying to protect me.At the same time he felt jealousy and heartbreak.
When that silly pig left the pub,
he vent out his anger by kicking umbrella and got scolding from a security.
Yet no one knows the reason why he did that.
Hee! I'm the 1st to find out =P

From this, i know how much my baby suffered.
He endure the pain, sorrows and jealousy within himself.
Than showing to anyone.
Yet always be there as well as protect his love ones secretly,
He's like a little hero of mine!~
And stopped me from replaying the nightmare.
That's how he melts my day =D

No matter how hard, i'll still try to let go completely.
He dun belongs to me anymore.
This will be the last tears for him!
Besides he's happy with his life right now.
And i hav my little hero with me.

i can say that.
We already have each life to live on.
He found his dreams,
i found someone who loves me more than i do!

It's a happy ending......







--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --
2/25/2010 06:36:00 PM





Dumdum™
Name: Ellise Ng
Age/Status: 30 Single
Birthday:June
Zodic:Gemini
Email:: Dumdumlicious@hotmail.com


Adores™
Her Family&Friends
Monmon
Drawing
Scrapbook
Card Making
Music
Stitch & Donald duck
ice-Cream
Rainy Day
Snow
chocolate
Fairytales


Desire™
Improve myself for better
Expect less
Love & Smile more
Able cherish everything i have
Be happy
Be contented
Play with snow
Tour around the world
Overseas with love ones
Fabulous results
Do voluntary work
Refurbishing my room with my designs
Beauty up


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