As time goes by, everything fades..
Including the feeling we used to have..
No matter how deep, how madly.
I'm glad to that i dun feel hurts anymore when i saw those photos.
I can say that, I'm proud that I'm free from those memories and him.
The cage that trapped us for 7 yrs~

I realize.
In relationship, there's no guarantee.
No need to mention about marriage.
Promises can be broken that easily.
How much does promises worth?!
The only way to see if the guy really loves you.
That is when u about to die.
If he's there by your side holding u.
Even when your body turned cold.
He'll still be holding you.
To me this is what loves means.

In my past experience,
i met a lot nice guys as well as some jerks..
There's no right or wrong in every relationship.
Only give in, endurance, love and understanding in every successful relationship.
Is easy to say.

I once loved a guy deeply, madly, truly.
What i get in return was hurts, tears and heartbreaking.
But i never angry or blame on him.
Cause i was too into him.
I'm relive that he found someone who'll love him in the correct way.
Mean time, i also found someone who love me too.
we have the fate to meet each other.
But not the fate to be with forever.
I dunno if he'd gets the change to read this blog,
before i shut down this blog from him.
So that there's nothing would harassed him anymore.
I know he's also struggling hard with those memories.
However,
There's a song i wanna dedicate to him.
杨丞琳 匿名的好友
I'm not sure if he know what this songs means.

I dunno why this time round, i really feels relax and happy.
No more tears coming out from my eyes.
No more heartache too.

I dare not trust too much into any relationship now.
I'm just doing self protecting.
Cause i dun wanna fall again.
Even with 9 months relationship.
i still unable believe some things.
I only hope my current relationship wont get hurts again.

The only believe in this relationship was..
My baby would never hurts me.
Cause i see from my eyes, he's always trying to protect me.
I dunno will he change in future.
But i still choose to trust him.

I'm always the cause to made my beloved one run away from me... 
This was my greatest fear!
3/16/2010 03:31:00 AM