Heyya my emo blog,
It has been really a long time ever since my last blog post. I'm back again, full of aches, injuries and heart broken in relationship. Well, I've tried with all my might and things i could do. But, whenever we had arguments, he'd just ignore and doesn't bother to do anything. Even i think it was his fault, well who will think it's their own fault if is an argument occurs. I really tried my very best, seeking for his attention, love and care. Regardless how i wish upon things would remains and stay the same, I'm not gonna have it anymore. The promises and everything he did has just fade away. I've been living in our sweetest memories all this while in order to reminds me how gentle and sweet he was. With that strength of sweet memories, it manage to hold our relationship until now. In the sweet memories the most unforgettable was the day, it was raining heavily, he bought and hugged my food and ran from the bus-stop to my house, just to assure that my food is still warm despite the cold weather. He had a bad fall while he ran, when he arrived my house, he still putting on a sweet smile. I hugged him as i notice his hands are cold! Then he showed me his injuries, i was shocked, heart aches and melted. All this sweet actions that instantly melted me will never happen again. He hasn't been pamper me for a long time, perhaps he forgets i'm still a girl despite my age. I still need someone to pamper and love like a baby. Perhaps i'm complaining way too much, I just wanna let out some of my unhappiness and store those sweet memories i had for him before i forget how he used to loved me. Love, doesn't come out from mouth but actions. Regardless how bad the situation is, i gotta move on.. That's life! There's a meaningful quote to share "You can’t start the next chapter if you keep re-reading the last one".

I'll be back again goodnight! =)  9/01/2013 03:10:00 AM